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Below is a poem I write last years after a significant separation from someone I used to know. And for this Writing Kick Wednesday, I thought I would share it with you guys:
The Devil hated me with such depth-less, fiery, passion
He convinced me it was True Love
With Unbreakable Adoration for Him and Unparalleled Encouragement, I stood by and watched while The Devil ravaged and feasted on my life to ruin
And I Utterly, Undoubtedly Loved The Devil for it
With pathetic efforts, feeble attempts, I pretended to Deny it
For 1 year I danced with The Devil with such Delicate Trust, such Blinded Loyalty, such Carnal Need, such Soaring Reverence
Danced and danced and danced
Danced until my feet splintered off and became sharp bleeding infected stumps
Danced with a radiant smile on my face while my skin and muscles melted off as He burned me alive
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
The Devil SoSoSo Thoroughly Destroyed my Entire World without so much as a second thought, without a backward glance
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
The Devil's Searing Caresses, my Life's Blood
The Devil's Flaying Licks, my Unrivaled Strength
The Devil's Corrosive Kisses, my Reason for Existence
The Devil's Perpetual Lingering Scent, my Other Half
The Devil's Wretched Arousal, my Saving Grace
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
Grasping His acid skinned hand, I clung to The Devil for dear life as He led me to Paradise Everlasting
Only stumbling for a few steps, I made a Mad Dash alongside Him
Surging forward by His sweet terrible nothings
With His sinfully delicious coaxing I ripped my pulsing heart out of my chest and presented it to The Devil on the most gloriously polished silver platter
ThumpThumpThump
My hemorrhaging, dying heart beating solely for The Devil
Its Solitary Purpose
Godly Fate
Written in Holy Script across the Immeasurable Brilliant Stars
ThumpThumpThump
The Devil clenched it in hand, black talons piercing the beating crimson mass
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
ThumpThumpThump
Paradise Everlasting on the horizon, we ran and ran and ran
Ran until there was nothing left of me
Stripped of everything
An unclaimed decaying corpse
A scavenged unidentified skeleton
A dead worthless unloved void
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
ThumpThumpThump
With my last burst of life I charged for Paradise Everlasting with The Devil riding my broken neck
Charged and charged and charged
Throwing his veering horned head back, The Devil cackled
Then leaned in to murmur vows of Relentless Devotion and Steadfast Loyalty in my ear as He whipped my back raw to the bone with His leather whip of exquisitely deceitful words
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
ThumpThumpThump
We arrived at the threshold of Paradise Everlasting
The Devil's glamour fell from its flimsy, rotten hinges
A Wasteland of Insurmountable Misery watered by molten sands of
Lost Hopes
Stolen Dreams
Smashed Promises
And Chucked Sucked Dried Lovers
With such savored delight The Devil shoved me forward
Over the line of no return
Trapped in the Wasteland
All Alone and Less Than Nothing
Beside The Devil stood Her
From his broken past
The One
His One who ate him alive
His One who vomited him back up with utter black disgust
His One who spat on him as he crumbled to an Universe of irreparable pieces
Returning for The Devil
To reclaim The Devil whose shattered pieces I mending back together with the most Intimate, Purest parts of me as glue
Beside The Devil stood Her
The One who held his heart first
His One
Who Always held his heart while the devil handed me a Diseased, Contagious, Flesh Eating placebo for safekeeping
She held his True Heart and the devil was Insane with such Untamable Glee and Ferocious Devotion as his Perfect Immortal Heart stitched back together with every inch of My Soul beats solely for Her
His One
On my severed festering knees I watched them
Watched as the devil bowed down on all fours to Her
As the devil groveled and worshipped at Her feet
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
ThumpThumpThump
My heart ThumpsThumpsThumps in the devil's clenched hand, black talons piercing the beating crimson mass
As The Ultimate Sacrifice to Her, the devil offers my hemorrhaging, dying heart, beating solely for him, on a bed of poisoned thorns
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
ThumpThumpThump
Rising to his hind legs he lifted his hoofed feet and danced on my hemorrhaging, dying heart, beating solely for him
Crushing it, grounding it into the dirt, nothing more than dust already long forgotten
For Her
The devil's True Queen
The devil's One and Only
The devil's Most Irrevocable Flawless Match
Through and Through
Trapped in the Insatiable Wasteland on my severed festering knees to Forever Witness their Unwavering Bliss
I watched on as the
devil carried Her, his Divine Idol, in his protective, unyielding arms
Through a parade of Unfaltering Worship, Unquenchable Yearning, Tender Affection, Sacred Love
Forevermore fueled by his Very Essence to Paradise Everlasting
She
Her
His Most Precious and Cherished
And
Still
Still
Still
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
ThumpThump . . .
Through a parade of Unfaltering Worship, Unquenchable Yearning, Tender Affection, Sacred Love
Forevermore fueled by his Very Essence to Paradise Everlasting
She
Her
His Most Precious and Cherished
And
Still
Still
Still
Still, I was convinced The Devil was my True Love
ThumpThump . . .
Hope you enjoyed it. Please feel free to leave your questions, suggestions or thoughts in the Comments section.
Happy Reading!
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